@tyme I think this sums it up more than mere sentences can
25 hours felt like so long
and for a time it really was
copious triggers, a bit too much
surviving was enough
now into the final hours
I can see what a help it has been
relationships I had discounted
I didn't imagine this
to feel somehow connected
though the only single here
some would say "represent!"
that i could feel happy here
yes sometimes overwhelming
yes, all a bit too much
but that even in my darkest moment
knowing and feeling, loved
singing old familiar hymns
in a place with actual acoustics
is this what real church feels like?
have I felt like this before?
for this brief, uncertain moment in time
feeling connection I felt was lost
building relationships, I didn't expect
friendships that didn't hurt
to now look upon the final hour
have a peace and a smile on my face
I didn't expect this, I'd lost hope
on this concept, maybe familiar, grace
