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[Sunnyside226]

@Shaz51 @Ru-bee  I work tonight   1030

I have my dad's voice in my head ATM I'm really not doing okay   

Telling me things 

I'm not worth it anymore     I'm alone I'm 💔😭💔😭   

[Shaz51]

I am sitting with you @Sunnyside226 

Is there things that you can do like playing some music , what hobbies do you like doing xx

[Sunnyside226]

@Shaz51  I have music on  

Im done with everything already 

I am cuddle my teddy bears  

[Shaz51]

I am cuddle my teddy bears  ---- that is good @Sunnyside226 

have you had a cuppa and something to eat xx

[Sunnyside226]

@Shaz51  I have coffee    

No I haven't eaten    I'm sorry for today  

I'm done goodbye.  I'm stressing I'm having a panic 

[Shaz51]

ok my friend @Sunnyside226 , hugging you ❤️

[Ru-bee]

It sounds like you're doing some good things to try to bring yourself a bit of calm @Sunnyside226 but I hear it's still hard at the moment.

Do you have anything planned for breakfast? I nearly forgot to eat breakfast today and was wondering why I was so hungry 

How long will you work tonight? Is that an overnight shift?

[Sunnyside226]

Grrrrr 

I want to scream 

I hate this pain 

Just sunny is out  I'm nothing 😞  look after yourself 

[Sunnyside226]

Also  @Ru-bee  I am not suicidal I'm just angry and sad 

Why didn't you eat?  Also do you study?   I am thinking of going back  

[Ru-bee]

Thank you for clarifying @Sunnyside226 

It just slipped my mind, but then my tummy reminded me and I fried up an egg with some avocado, yum

I'm actually doing a short course in meditation right now which has been really interesting to learn about and it's a lot more relaxed than my uni degrees were which is nice

What would you want to study?