Lived Experience Forum

[Ru-bee]

@Sunnyside226 we don't want to push you away and I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling like we have been. 

How can we best support you right now? I'm here to listen

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee  to save everyone 

I've decided I'm leaving everything 

My time is up   sorry I wasn't anything sane wanted me for sorry I was perfect for sane    

[Ru-bee]

@Sunnyside226 you don't need to be perfect on here

If you need to leave the forums for now that's okay and we'll be here for you when you feel ready to be back

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee    😭😤😡👍💔😫. 

Ive done something who cares. Why do I exist?    

[Sunnyside226]

Nobody sees my angry side 

[Ru-bee]

I'm hearing how angry and upset you're feeling right now @Sunnyside226 

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee  I'm crying I've screamed the house down    I'm doing nots  

I'm so numb  I'm losing myself   I don't feel real    I'm all alone   nothing left inside me     

I feel broken    I feel hurt right now Im saying okay  because that's all I'm good for  

[Sunnyside226]

I feel like I'm drowning   

[Ru-bee]

These are some really intense emotions to be going through right now @Sunnyside226 

I'm here with you

Is there anything else going on right now? Do you have anything on today?

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee I'm planning something 

I'm sorry I've taken the week off work 

Don't know anymore