WayAhead

I don't handle men touching me very well... especially unfamiliar men... even when men are kind and gentle... that's been their approach to rape before too... it doesn't help that I'm very familiar with a massage table and so it's no surprise that I had a seizure... it ticked a lot of trigger boxes...

Being relatively unconscious at the hands of a man didn't help either, similar to when I was abused...

I felt trapped, unheard, unconscious and unimportant... that my voice didn't matter, so my body couldn't escape so my mind decided to...