WayAhead

@Sparky79 i see - and that's very fair, seems like your clinical psych is one of your safe spaces? we all have our own way of coping and getting through, and if that works for you, the by all means i support you! pandora's box to be opened with psych - noted. i know that sometimes dark humour/laughing at myself is what keeps me going. 

those are some really tough and intense things to witness, and i can see how it would impact your perception of society/reality. and totally okay if you want to edit your posts, do whatever feels most comfy for you.