WayAhead

Yes and this is my problem @Dreamy 

In the past for years I did great artwork and played the guitar. 

I can't even get my support workers to sit with me while i do these crafts because I don't think I deserve it. 

My feelings are very sensitive. I used to feel what people were doing around me and I still do. , I think that they will get bored so I won't do them. 

That is ridiculous because the support workers are getting PAID to sit there

But I can't. I can't get over how bored the support workers will be. I can't.

I just dislike that I will succeed.

In the past @RiverSeal @tyme @Glisten @TAB 

Have gently nudged me. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it for about 6 months. 

I'm boundry less 

I'm neuro divergent. I say the most ridiculous things. ...... I need to keep these emotional statements inside me.