WayAhead

@Former-Member  I know that you appreciate the support here for you.  I just worry, because i'm aware of the limitations of what we can do for you orher that what we are doing.  I mean you can write or email a hug.  And i do understand just how much you are struggling and how hard you're fighting, but part of the support i can offer you is to encourage you to use those services available to you when you feel yourself getting close to that point of giving up.  I only keep bringing it up because i do care and I do want to see you get as much support as possible.  All of us here do.  You are important.