WayAhead

@Glisten I think the hours between 0500 - 0700 were when I finally got some sleep. I'm pretty sure if I stay in one spot for too long I will fall asleep. 

I am not going to say today has to be better than yesterday because that will just blow any good out of the water.

Found photos of the God kids on my phone and cried. And cried and cried.

Got a phone call from my insurance company who can't decide to cover my damaged roof or not. It certainly sounds negative so I will probably have to live with a hole in my roof and the constant worry the ceiling will collapse due to water damage. 

And of course the $585 for new tyres for Paris. 

Then the lovely mailman delivered a letter of demand from the shitty of swan regarding my rates and how I have 20 days to come up with $2000, plus the letter from the bank advising I am a month in arrears on my mortgage.

I seriously considered looking for a remote track to drive out to, somewhere no one would find me.

Except I don't have the guts to do it so that's a positive I guess.

And I took your advice, I am going to see my own GP this afternoon to get an exemption from having to meet centrelink obligations.

I think I'll try doing a diamond painting, see how long it takes the hazelnut latte and berocca to kick in.

halauksia ja siunauksia my Tomaatti (hugs and blessings)