WayAhead

Yeah @TAB
In response to your message from 9 June

Yeah got a new therapist and also reading some good stuff and writing too. Started a blog.

Found a cool coffee shop near my work. It's helping me cope with work.

I'm finding that misery is wasted on the miserable.

I'm also realising that I have a capacity to experience great pain, emotional pain. But it's like I find a meaning in it all the time. I think its coz of stuff that happened in the past.

I think this created a type of response to the world - where I actually go and problematise things and hope I get an answer.

It's good that I've come to realise that.

Meanwhile I've noticed that work is a bore. But what's new about that lol? At least it's money.
I like working with my colleagues from other cultures because they just fo their job. I'm over the corporate bs and nonsense. The ego maniacs.
Myresponse to that is ultimately love and kindness. Without surrender.

If that makes sense ?