So apparently I should go to the hospital

[tyme]

That's fair to say @Twilightsomniac .

Is this a private stay or public? 

[Twilightsomniac]

@tyme The mental health hospital here is public but you get private room

[tyme]

I found that for me, the public system was only for when I was in crisis. Do you think they will admit you @Twilightsomniac ?

[Twilightsomniac]

Yeah I've already been in there once this year with ideation and having stopped taking meds. To be honest I probably should have told them about the hallucinations then they did keep asking if i was having them. They know that I hear voices but I wasn't upfront about how bad they are either 

[tyme]

Would you consider telling them this time @Twilightsomniac ?

I'm here if you want to talk about it.

[Twilightsomniac]

@tyme yeah I might i just afraid that they'll call child services or something like that if i reveal how bad my mental health really is. What if they say i can't be responsible for them. 

[tyme]

I am not the hospital, but I feel the situation would the same as the email I sent you before in that since your hubby and his parents are around, it's a non-issue. And as you said, you are here because of them @Twilightsomniac 

I have to go now, but all the best for tomorrow.

Take care.

[Twilightsomniac]

Just a couple more hours than I can go to the hospital 

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Twilightsomniac how are you feeling about it all today?

[Twilightsomniac]

I feel like crap @Ru-bee but I am at breaking point. I still don't know if I'm going to be 100% forthcoming on how bad it is or just enough for them to understand I need the help