Lived Experience Forum

[Anastasia]

Here to listen @saltandpepper 

I'm sorry my friend 

@MDT is around too and I know he's a good mate of yours

[BPDSurvivor]

Hi @saltandpepper 

Have a browse (if you feel up to it).

https://youtu.be/XiCrniLQGYc 

Hits the nail on the head.

BPDSurvivor

@saltandpepper @Anastasia @StuF 

[saltandpepper]

@frog I can't pick anyrhing specific. I don't know. Too much time being sober this week maybe. Sober me is no good. Sober me is weak. Easy to manipulate. Sober me just sucks. Sober me wants to give up.

[StuF]

@saltandpepper @BPDSurvivor @Anastasia @frog 

Are you sober now?

Because some part of you made the choice to seek help. And that's huge

[saltandpepper]

Not sober @StuF 

[StuF]

Not surprised @saltandpepper 

Again, no judgement 🙂

[saltandpepper]

Oh man it's getting so messed up in my head. I don't know wtf im doing Anymore. I dont know why im still trying

[StuF]

@saltandpepper 

As lame as it must sound, I hears ya.

I get that most days, but it's obviously hurting you more right now.

Hugs

[Basil]

Hey @saltandpepper 

I can see it's a really tough day to get through today  

Its wonderful that you're reaching out for support here, as that connection is a beautiful and funamental thing. 

It can sometimes get to the point where you may need some further support outside of the forums too and I'm wondering if today might be one of those days. 

Do you have a support you could reach out to today? Or maybe a helpline might be an option?

[Anastasia]

Oh @saltandpepper 

I hope you're still trying because you know you're worth it. Your boys worth it. This a time in your life, it's not forever. This too will pass. We are all here with you supporting you and listening 💔😔