rough time

[outlander]

Oops @Former-Member above msg

And hows ruby and bengal cat?

[outlander]

Goodnight @Former-Member i hope you sleep well tonight and thanks for your help as well 💕

[Former-Member]

@outlander
it's 3:26 am, my LP dropped out. I had taken something to help me with my pain before talking to you as I could not take anymore pain meds I had taken my quota for the nite. I took a tranqu....r & when my LP dropped out, I did too not much longer afterwoods!!
I hope you are sleeping now & overcame all that crap with pain, now I am in agony & going to have take my pain meds, as its ok to take mine now for me. This life in pain is shocking to say the least. Helppppppppppp!
Love & Hugs!
Talk/type to you today some time!
Bella (not 1978)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx &more!

[Bella1978]

@outlander
Good morning sweetheart 😘❤
How are you?

[Snowie]

@outlander 

[outlander]

I hope your pains eased now @Former-Member thanks for the chat last night❣

Hi @Bella1978 i hope everythings going ok with your mum and your taking care of yourself too❤

Thank you @Snowie i need some.lights like that atm. 💜

[Bella1978]

@outlander

hey sweetheart, was worried about you, you ok??

im going okay luv, mum had an okay day today too, has been a long week though! just relaxing tonight.

what have you been up to today?

x

[outlander]

No im.not really ok @Bella1978 my depression is through the floor. No light justa black hole swollowing me whole. Drowing in everything.

Im glad both you and your mum are going ok. I did read your other post but ive forgotten most atm. I seen your mum has improved though which is good. Hopefully the uti is clearing up more too. A nice relaxing night sounds good for you
Im in bed willing sleep to come but doesnt look like it. Again. I hope you sleep ok though. An early night mighy be on the cards for you too.....

[Bella1978]

@outlander

oh sweetheart, im so sorry to hear you're not in a good place atm *sending you HUGE hugs*

anything in particular that has triggered your depression luv or a combination of stuff?

yeah, mum had a better day today, still gets paranoid and i think is having hallucinations but not as bad as before, every day is different though. she's definitely not herself still but i think she is getting there.

yeah, ive just been chilling tonight, has been such a long week.

do you want to chat luv?

x

[Bella1978]

@outlander