Lived Experience Forum

[Jynx]

@BlueBay take care of yourself, we are here if you need 

[BlueBay]

I've been chatting with a counsellor online @Jynx 

[Jynx]

I'm glad @BlueBay, hope you get what you want out of it  

[BlueBay]

Hi @Jynx 

I had the same guy a few nights  He is very caring and understanding. I've been lucky to get him each time.  
I'm ok for now. Think I'll stay off tonight. 
Thsnks for your support xx

[Jynx]

Anytime @BlueBay, take care and stay warm  

[Shaz51]

sitting with you my sister @BlueBay , holding your hand 

[BlueBay]

Thsnks my sis @Shaz51 

im not good. Triggered by a memory. @Jynx 
I was only a child 

I couldn't escape 

I was stuck in a room 

I need to run 

fast 

now 

[Jynx]

I'm so sorry to hear this @BlueBay, I hope you are able to engage in some grounding to pull yourself back into the here and now. Please do reach out to a helpline if you need to talk it through: 

Samaritans: 135 247

BeyondBlue: 1300 22 4636

1800RESPECT: 1800 737 732

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

I'm signing off for the evening but please feel free to tag @moderator or flick us an email if you need extra support tonight - team@saneforums.org

[BlueBay]

Angels  protect me 

wrap me up in your arms

Don't let any harm come to me 

for I'm broken and damaged 

My childhood has gone 

my family is broken 

I don't know 

my dreams are gone to dust 

my life is just the same 

for I don't know any other 

the fear is huge 

the memories are clear 

I wish he would away far away from me

memirues stick like glue to my head 

peeking it off just tears it all up 

if I had my chance again 

I would scream punch kick and hide 

the pain is strong 

the torture in my head 

the roller coaster rides 

the emotions 

I have to stop it sll 

pls don't do this anymore 

I was only a child 

[Owlunar]

Your writing is highly articulate @BlueBay - you express yourself well  

But that is in the past and can't be changed  - it will always be terrible  but all you can do is accept it so it won't hurt you any more 

You can't get your childhood back but who would want to 

Please let go of the past abuses of your life  - they are destroying  you 

Dec