Lived Experience Forum

[tyme]

Love your post above @JulesBlues !

[Flowerlove22]

Hi @JulesBlues  your post was lovely loved it 

[edited by moderator]

[JulesBlues]

♥️

[Flowerlove22]

Would it be better if I just disappeared forever never come back  

People be happy 

[Academica]

Hi @Flowerlove22, 

Sounds like you are going through some difficult times and having concerning thoughts. 

I doubt people would be happy if you disappear, you are really appreciated here!

Is there something that may be helpful for you at the moment?

You know the forums are not a counselling or crisis service, so if you need immediate support please reach out to one of these supports: 

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat 

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling 

Samaritans: 135 247 

If in immediate danger: 000 

And please let us know if you are safe today, or if you need any assistance. 

[Flowerlove22]

Can people stop telling me who to call 

It's really annoying   you don't I know the numbers by now?  

To be honest just forget I was even on sane just forget I was even alive 

I'm just a reminder of pain   

I'll just get out of everyone way  hope everyone here is happy  

Goodbye  

[Academica]

Hi @Flowerlove22 

My apologies if my post was upsetting to you. You are an important and valuable member of this community. 

I have sent you an email, please check it out. 

[Flowerlove22]

@moderator   

To be honest  instead of people just giving numbers  because you guys think it's about suicide or suicidal thoughts maybe ask the person first 

Like hey member just checking in to see if your okay   

Not everything people say is about suicide or suicidal thoughts different if I said I was suicidal or thinking about it 

I'm not trying to hurt feelings or emotions or upset anyone  just be mindful not everything is about suicide or suicidal thoughts  

Why do I need a check in email?   

[Ru-bee]

Hi @Flowerlove22 it sounds like yesterday was a really challenging day. I've had those days too where it just feels like nothing is going right and even something small could send me into a meltdown.

I just want to reiterate what @JulesBlues said in their lovely post and say how impressive it is that you were still able to continue to express yourself here even though you were feeling so down and frustrated. 

What's been going on this morning that's made you feel like you want to disappear? 

I get that it can be annoying to receive the same support numbers again and it sounds as though you haven't really felt heard here this morning so I want to let you know I'm here to listen and if you're able I'd love to know how I can best support you right now. 

[Flowerlove22]

Hi @Ru-bee  

Nothing matters anymore  I'm crying been crying all morning  I'm nothing 

I don't want to fight this anymore 

I can't care how nice or good I am  

I don't need the numbers  I don't need a check in