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[ArraDreaming]

I get the sense she spent a lot of time being mums protector

[Jynx]

You're definitely not the problem @Flowerlove22! You're responding to very difficult circumstances as best you can, and that's worth a lot. Give yourself permission to be a bit of a mess! We've all been there hun. I will pass on the cuddles to my little furry friends! Teehee 😸

Awww @ArraDreaming what a sweetheart! I hope there'll be many additions to family photos of your dog being VERY CUTE with bub! And yes, fire ALWAYS needs another poke ahaha. 

I'm off for tonight! Goodnight you two lovely humans, chat to you next time 💜

[ArraDreaming]

Yep off to bed here too cya @Jynx

[Flowerlove22]

@Jynx  no no no I am not allowed to be a mess I need to be perfect  I need to not have  this anymore I need to deal with heavy shit this week I am still alone   

It's mentally hurting me 

[Flowerlove22]

And the suicidal thoughts too can't have them  can't have anything 

Not allowed to cry  not allowed anything  

No feeling 

No hurt 

No nothing 

Just numb 

[Flowerlove22]

Hey @PizzaMondo  I sent you the email  not sure if it's the right one   

I don't know what to say anymore 😔 

[lavenderhaze]

Hi hun @Flowerlove22,

I have responded to your email.

How are you going? ❤️

[Flowerlove22]

@lavenderhaze  hi?  Hun 

I am in a bad mood  don't even know anymore tried of things  

I wish this world would leave me alone 

[Flowerlove22]

No feeling 

No mess 

No nothing 

No pain 

Numb maybe  

[lavenderhaze]

I can hear you're struggling @Flowerlove22 ❤️

Would you like to talk about it?

How best can I support you during this time?

I am here to chat till 3 pm