Running

[Dreamy]

@avant-garde i can't wait to be able to start it. 

Sounds nice and cosy, hope you get a good night's sleep ❤️ 

I'm glad you got the flowers even though you missed out on your roast. Origami flowers are fun to make 😊

[avant-garde]

*kicks wall with steel caps*

@tyme 

Why don't Christians preach in light of abuse

[AuntGlow]

Hello @avant-garde, just checking in. How are you feeling this evening? ✨

[avant-garde]

@AuntGlow I think I'm ok

[AuntGlow]

@avant-garde Okay, okay is good. What have you been doing for yourself this evening? ☺️

[avant-garde]

@AuntGlow 

Skimming over sermons to find any that take into account what honouring your father and mother looks like in abusive households and therefore realising how much of a trauma inducing culture Christianity actually is. 

[avant-garde]

I hate feeling invisible. I miss @Jynx.

They unit above me made a really loud thud that made my walls shake. 

I got really scared. 

It was right above me. 

I'm shaking now. 

Also crying.

I put the volume up 12 notches.

Gradually reducing the volume again.

[avant-garde]

@PrincessLettuce 

You're not normally around and interacting, what's going on with the PSW's? Do you know if @Jynx is ok? They were going to help me celebrate my 7 years clean tomorrow

I had lunch with a 2 friends of mine (husband and wife) to celebrate but the husband was a jerk to his wife and she left in tears and they didn't even congratulate me. 

It feels like it doesn't matter anymore

@tyme @Ru-bee @rav3n 

[avant-garde]

I feel like nobody is going to notice anyway, but sure let's try and just fail again

[tyme]

Hey @avant-garde ,

SANE had a two-day conference so our counsellors were holding the fort. 

I was around a bit on both days though.