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[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

*curls up sobbing quietly*

11 memory anniversaries this week

I miss them Jynx I miss them

[Jynx]

@avant-garde *pulls hug tighter* oh hun, that is a very big week. Tis such a heavy sorrow to grieve for what might've been. 

Here for you my dear, I'll keep you close 🫂

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

for the lives they could have had...

[Jynx]

@avant-garde the phrase that has popped into my head is that, 'the world has been robbed of joy'. But then I thought.... well not just the world... but you. You were robbed of joy. And that sits heavy in my heart. 

"Grief is love with no place to go."

🫂🫂

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

For all the ones I've lost before

For all the tears I've cried

For all the pain that's in my heart

To be thankful I'm alive...

I was robbed of a lot of things, not just them, a childhood, parents, life...

[Jynx]

Beautiful words @avant-garde - I adore poetry. Even started up a poetry thread (which I have apparently neglected a bit ahaha). But feel free to share there if you like. 

You really were darlin. Robbed and then told to be grateful for the trauma left in love's absence. Well...  there's love a-plenty for you here. Boundless, open, freely given 😊 

[avant-garde]

*clings tightly to @Jynx crying violently*

[Jynx]

@avant-garde *squeeze you and softly strokes hair* 

I wish I could send audio... I'd sing you a lullaby. 

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

It's hard that people's judgement and denial prevent me from sharing my grief in person... they are just so dismissive and judgemental that I find it too hard to even try anymore

[Jynx]

@avant-garde ugh that is so hard hun. Reminds me of this lil comic actually

I'm sorry you've had to build such thick walls around your heart. 

I'll be wrapping up soon hun, wanna come sit in the pillow castle with me till then?