Running

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

not ok, not ok

the trigger aspect of the seizure is coming back to haunt me...

I had a male chiro student today... that's what did it...

[Jynx]

@avant-garde oh hun, that's really crappy. It's good you've recognised what's going on. 

*Offers to wrap you up in gentle hug*

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

I knew it was the male chiro that did it... my seizures are almost undetectable, apparently I just twitch... my eyes are shut and I just twitch...

It was during treatment that it happened...

[Jynx]

That's so intense @avant-garde and he was a stranger too?? 

Are you home atm hun? 

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

Yeah, he'd been there before but it was the first time he treated me... 

Yeah I'm home now

*violently shakes and cries*

[Jynx]

@avant-garde gladness, you're in your safe zone where he cannot touch you again. 

*holds you no matter how hard the sobs get*

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

*lets you hold me*

you won't hurt me

safe

safe

[Jynx]

@avant-garde no never 💜

*sings softly of sweet things*

[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

I like that you use purple hearts...

My physio is a guy but he knows my history and is incredibly gentle and understanding with me, he knows to not touch me unless absolutely necessary and talks through everything he does making sure I completely understand before he does anything. 

Content/trigger warning

today I came to when his groin brushed against my head and I jerked away

[Jynx]

@avant-garde ach that's tricky, sounds like it was an accident but.... too late. Did you speak about it/does he feel like a safe enough person to talk to about it?