The darkness is overwhelming

[Dreamy]

@avant-garde oh that's horrible that happened and they didn't even notice. I'm sorry that they haven't even read your message, I can't imagine how that leaves you feeling when you tried to reach out to them when you were feeling scared. 

I just did a load of washing myself.

I hope the church event goes ok, wear that bracelet with pride my sweet. Their opinions aren't a reflection of you, you are not your past trauma so don't even give it a second thought. Sending you big hugs ❤️.

[Bow]

Like those words @avant-garde 

@can very much relate

[avant-garde]

@Bow the sad thing is just how common it seems to be

Today's finds

@Dreamy 

[Dreamy]

@avant-gardesome nice little finds there 😊. 

[avant-garde]

@Dreamy I like the Agatha Christie playing cards

I also like the volunteers there, they appreciate me.

[Dreamy]

@avant-garde definitely done cool cards. 

It's nice that they appreciate you. I also appreciate you here and love chatting to you 😊

[avant-garde]

@Dreamy I like the stitch I won from the claw machine because it reminds me of you. I want the purple one in there though so I'll keep trying. The pink ones can stay in there.

[Dreamy]

@avant-garde awwww stitch, i do love my stitch ❤️. Yeah I only have one Angel (the pink one) and that's just so I at least had the collection. Have you shared him on the plushie thread? I haven't checked it for a while. 

[avant-garde]

@Dreamy 

Who knows maybe the church event won't be a load of tripe. Who knows maybe they'll keep their opinions of my mood to themselves. Who knows maybe I'll actually even have fun.

Who am I kidding. I'll likely just plaster on a smile, pretend everything is fine and avoid conversation.

[avant-garde]

@Dreamy or maybe I'll be brutally honest, tell them I feel like sh!t and they can keep their ducking opinions to themselves