Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah, I know. I think it will be good to get them out of the way so that I know the year and a half left will not be as stressful. The units will still be hard, but I'll manage I need to manage. I can't fail. @Jynx 

[Jynx]

You got this @Birdofparadise8!! I believe in you 😊

I'm off for the night, rest well folks, hugs to all

@ENKELI @Xibon 

[Birdofparadise8]

I have body aches, and I'm starting to sneeze and cough tonight. I don't have a thermometer, but I'm very hot. I got up to wash up, and as I was doing it, I broke out in a sweat. 

Yeah, I'm just going to stay home. I don't want to get others sick, and I'll see if I feel up to it, but I have uni work I should start on for my first week next week. 

That's good to hear. 

My GP called yesterday and said my mood stabiliser blood levels haven't increased with the recent med increase, so she will talk to my pdoc. I don't know if I really want it increased again. The tremor in my hands will get worse. @ENKELI 

[Xibon]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 no I don't believe we have met yet. It's lovely to meet you!

Ahh I getcha. I absolutely get that, and wear a band which I constantly fidget with when anxious haha

Congratulations on your study. It sounds like you are really passionate about what you're going to be researching?

My profile picture is a silly drawing I did of Waluigi (the Nintendo character) in the style of a Hannya mask 😊

[Birdofparadise8]

Have a good night @Jynx 

Enjoy your midnight shopping if you have any today. 

[Birdofparadise8]

It's lovely to meet you too @Xibon 

I have a ring on my middle right finger, and I fidget with that all the time. My finger gets sore, lol. 

Oh, I'm not really researching at the moment. I have anatomy, neurophysiology units and one research but it's not related to nutrition. 

Ah, okay, cool I wouldn't be able to draw like that. Is that a hobby you do a lot?

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @Jynx @Xibon @ENKELI @creative_writer @Blackbird11 @Snowie @Shaz51 @PizzaMondo @amber22 

How is everyone today? 

[Birdofparadise8]

Why does feeling rejected and pushed away hurt so much? I'm worrying about being turned away, and I'm crying over it. I wish I could just be stronger. 

[amber22]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 

I'm here with you. How are you doing today?

[Birdofparadise8]

I've been crying over worrying about being rejected and turned away when I need support. I'm waiting for an email to confirm, and if it's true, I'll hurt so much, @amber22, it will be like I'm being stabbed. 

I'm also stuck at home with covid. 

How are you?