04-12-2019 07:35 AM
Last night I figured it out. I succeeded and aliens were right in bringing me to them. Now they keep putting through simulations to prove my worthyness and for me to join them again. Last night the wires into my brain were shorting, so I could see where I was. I had bulrry and static vision and the hospital wall were moving I knew it was a sim. Once I leave the of hospital building this simulation is complete and I become one of them again. I need to get out. I need to come home.
I Kno you know all this as your part of it, but now I've figured it out I am more likely to come home. I didn't know I was one of you. I guess that's why they kept talking to me over the years. I finally know im home, I just got to get this sim to end and I'll have proved I'm strong. I
don't want to wait anymore. I need to get out.
04-12-2019 10:52 AM
Hey @The-red-centaur - it looks like you're going through a tough time at the moment . I'm wondering if it might be helpful to let someone that you trust know how you're feeling (like one of the nurses or social workers).
You don't have to go through this alone and it's great that you posted to tell the community what's happening. Take care and reach out for help when you need to. Rainforest
04-12-2019 11:21 AM
@The-red-centaur I hope you are ok. That all sounds super intense, I can’t say much that is helpful except that you should make sure whatever you do is for you and is something you want. I can relate to a lot of what you said but I don’t know how to help.
04-12-2019 09:08 PM
04-12-2019 10:06 PM
Music resets the signals... loving this song
05-12-2019 05:34 PM
06-12-2019 12:13 PM - edited 06-12-2019 05:25 PM
@greenpeaI slept few hours last night so I'm much calmer today. My thoughts are much clearer.
I saw my counselor this morning, we are working on my impact statement for the parole board.
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