~ The Toolshed ~

[Blackcloud]

@Dreamy @Thanks so much ❤️❤️❤️ also f##k the peer worker I spoke to yesterday (one I told you who p!ssed me off) cause she asked me why did I sign up to do lifeline if I know I won’t enjoy it…:face_with_rolling_eyes:😑 I told her she should’ve asked me that in a non-judgemental way but she said she didn’t mean for it to be judgemental blah blah blah. Not to mention she didn’t apologise after I told her that, not even a “oh, I’m sorry if that came off as judgemental”.:face_with_rolling_eyes:😑

she’s overall just an awful one to talk to & she seems like the type of person that won’t own up to her actions when we tell her about what she’s saying that seemed off to us. Was expecting her to apologise but instead she had something else to say but in a condescending way, which was why I didn’t wanna further engage with her.

[Dreamy]

@Blackcloud oh sweet, I'm so sorry you had an experience like that. Sending you hugs ❤️

[Cuddlebear]

@Dreamy   Good morning lovely. How are you? I just love how you put up the most perfect affirmations. Thank you so much for thinking of me. 

Anything on for you and Caspar today? 

[Dreamy]

Morning @Cuddlebear my sweet, I'm doing ok. How are you going?

Nothing on for me today, I'm just resting. 

[Cuddlebear]

@Dreamy  It’s good to have those relaxing days. We all need them and just potting about the house can bring grounding and some peace. 

I am up and dressed which I’m proud of. I’m proud of myself for going through this cross taper and trying to find some medicine that can help bring me to a place where I’m not as sick as I’ve been. It’s not easy and I continue to try and do whatever I can to get through this. I’m grateful for these forums and to you for caring enough to remember to say hello and being so understanding. This community here is my support at the moment and I’m grateful there’s people like you who understand and don’t find me a burden. 

[Dreamy]

@Cuddlebear yes it is. I just put a load of washing in so now I'm waiting for that to finish so I can hang it up. 

Well done for getting up and dressed, I'm so proud of you sweet. I know this hasn't been an easy journey for you but I'm so glad you are pushing through and we are here for you the whole way ❤️. This community of support is amazing and you are never a burden beautiful. Sending you hugs ❤️

[REDLINEZ750]

@Dreamy hope you get some rest im about to throw load of clothes on too now its mentioned.

just saw my relationship with psychologist go on hold due to wsldh wanting my file closed,.

Left me with brain in protection mode so feels numb and blurred concentration;

its a system closing my file 

she will  hold space for me in private practice once it starts hopefully by end of year

i am in guided recovery now to help me get through next 15 weeks at least and also the community i have found acceptance in on this thread and few others which are same people as here mostly

, @Cuddlebear for what its worth i remember you as being kind when i first landed on these forums and i think its not right how you have been treated and going through.

because i have not experienced tapering i wont pretend to know i have, 

i dont comment not through a lack of interest or your suffering being a burden its from having no lived experience to wiegh in with.

hope your having good day!

[Dreamy]

@REDLINEZ750 i hung out my washing once it finished, I'll have another load ready to go tomorrow. Ahhh it's never ending 😂.

Oh that's hard with the file being closed but I am glad to hear that you have the guided recovery program to get you through aswell as having the community support here. 

I understand the brain in protection mode, just know that you aren't alone, we are here for you ❤️

[REDLINEZ750]

laundry @Dreamy  thats right! 

havent moved, just realised i had no breakfast too so getting my wiggle on now 🙃

[Dreamy]

@REDLINEZ750 hehe better a late breakfast than not having one at all😊