Support for Flowerlove22

[Sunnyside226]

Rub she out I meant them or they 

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I know. I saw what happened yesterday @Sunnyside226 

Exactly if something is wrong you will be told. 

I do have to go I have osteopathy appointment now. I'll be back in an hour. 

[Sunnyside226]

Ok @Birdofparadise8  please tag me when you're back 🤠

[Birdofparadise8]

I’m back @Sunnyside226 

[Sunnyside226]

@Birdofparadise8 hey how was your appointment ?    

Any plans for this afternoon?

[Birdofparadise8]

It was good a bit sore now with my hip. 

I have a sprain in a muscle near my pelvis because my hips are very flexible which makes muscles around them weak @Sunnyside226

I'm just getting a heat pack and going to cook dinner.

You?  

[Sunnyside226]

I'm so sorry to hear that @Birdofparadise8  

I was talking to a helpline because I was felling  a little suicidal  just about everything that's been going on   

I am just laying here crying Thinking about everything   my body is shaking  

This afternoon I might just listen to music or I might talk to you or someone on here  I am feeling a little depressed ATM  

I am very angry just with everything 

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm pleased you spoke with someone @Sunnyside226 

Did it help at all? 

Also, you know you can call Kids Helpline. They are fantastic. I speak to a regular counsellor there every week. 

I feel you. I'm depressed as well. 

Why are you angry? 

[Sunnyside226]

It did help for a little bit I just feel worse now 

Do I have to pay for kids helpline? What is it? 

I am just angry at myself and people @Birdofparadise8  I am not angry at you  I failed my brother I failed myself for trying to take on so much all at once  

I've had to make a really big decision today

My head feels like it's going to pop   I feel lost I really miss my parents it's not the same without them here  I wish I could hug them one last time   I wish I could be with them , I haven't made them proud of me  they will be disappointed in me 😔 

[Birdofparadise8]

It's free @Sunnyside226 

https://kidshelpline.com.au/

Here is a link. Have a look. You can do a webchat or talk on the phone. 

Hey, it's okay. I've failed at a lot of things as well. You just need to try and move past what has happened and see how you can learn and grow from this experience and to learn to put your own needs and boundaries ahead of others.