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[greenpea]

@saturnzoon  and @BlueBay Hey wishing you both a better day today. Love peaxxx

[BlueBay]

Thanks @greenpea  ❤️
hugs @saturnzoon  i know you're doing it hard at the moments ❤️

[BlueBay]

@MDT @Owlunar @Former-Member @Maggie @Shaz51 @Gazza75 and others following 
Today I'm seeing me psychologist. Long long awaited appointment. Six weeks in total. I tried twice to see her earlier but she was fully booked. It's too long. So much has happened in thst time. Gosh I'm crying and don't  know why. The tears are just coming. 😢
Why can't I just control my emotions my tears my anger. 
everytime this happens I lose it. I'm not even strong enough to control my own emotions. 😢
it's a shocking day windy and cold. So much for summer. 

[eth]

Hi @BlueBay  and @saturnzoon  sending wishes for today to go better than yesterday.  Hope your appointment goes well @BlueBay 

[MDT]

Have faith @BlueBay
The summer will be here soon. I hope lol

[Maggie]

@BlueBay  Will be thinking of you today. Sending these 💜💜💜💜.

@MDT  Hope you are feeling a bit better today. 💙💙💙

[Maggie]

@saturnzoon  thinking of you also, sending 💜💜💜

[BlueBay]

Hi @Maggie @MDT @eth @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Gazza75 

abd others 

saw my psychologist after 6 very long weeks. She knew about my MIL and work issues. My dietitian was concerned and spoke with her. 
I told her about the past 5 weeks. Funeral and my mum. Spoke about great possibility of losing job. And financial stress and selling our home. 
I cried a lot. Was angry a lot. Still am. 
My mum has a lot to answer for. A lot. 
I can't write more cause I'm angry and hurting. 
I've decided to call her only once a week. 
she said I've become addicted to social media which is dangerous for me because of my eating disorder. Also my addiction now formed with looking fir a new job and house every hour using my phone. It's becoming so bad. 
I can't do this snymire. It's doing my head in. 
I phoned fair works and they advised when new employer physically takes over he can give us one weeks notice. The last five years I've worked there don't count as he's new owner. 
that sucks big time. So now it can be anytime. 
I dint know what to do 😢😢

[BlueBay]

Hamza @MDT 

how are you going today? 
I'm laying on the couch doing nothing 

zero motivation to do anything 

[Maggie]

@BlueBay  Zero motivation is very understandable after your appointment today, and all you have been, and are dealing with.

Go gently where you can. 💙💙💙